


Hi,
I am from
My brain injury
means I have trouble with co-ordination, concentration and short term
memory. In the last 10 years I have also had on-going episodes of severe
headache, mental confusion, lethargy and stabbing head pains, all
attributed to the brain damage rather than possible shunt complication.
Despite a dismal
prognosis at birth - I was considered uneducable - I attended kindergarten
and went through mainstream schooling. In my childhood years I had frequent
problems with my shunt requiring either distal catheter lengthening, or
reconnection, and blockage. The most serious incident was at the age
of 7 and a half, when the proximal catheter became clogged up and came
adrift of the valve. My last shunt revision was at the age of 12yrs. Among
the side effects of my hydrocephalus throughout childhood were precocious
puberty, NVLD (non-verbal learning disorder) and short stature. I am barely
just over 5ft tall.
Throughout my
teenage years and into adulthood I have been very fortunate not to need any
further shunt surgery, so much so that I virtually forgot it was even
there. It is currently 25yrs since the last revision. It has only been the
presence of those complication - like symptoms in the last 10 years, that
has reawakened awareness of my shunt's presence. The possibility that it
could malfunction once again is daunting.

I am virtually
retired now, working only one afternoon and morning a week for a very
understanding employer. In the remaining time, I draw, paint, read, and
play with my cat Sophie. I do some Photoshop work, website work, catch up
with friends, visit my mother, sister, nieces and nephew, go for walks in
the local parks, see the odd movie, meditate, and rest. I take one
thing at a time, one day at a time, and try to do only one main thing a
day. If I visit someone in the morning then that's my outing for the day.
In the afternoon I stay home and rest. I cannot do everything, otherwise
it's too much and I end up 'not well’.
I value and enjoy
the little things of life, and there is much to be appreciated if one looks
long enough.
